I have wandered these woods for so long now
They should seem familiar
But they don’t
I don’t think they ever will
Each path more treacherous than the next
Even the ones lit by sunlight and birdsong
Are not to be trusted
Too many times have I walked those paths
And allowed myself to believe in the warmth
They offered, that teased me out of my doubts
Let me bask a moment in that sunshine
I’ll pay doubly for it in the end
Cold hard winds blow rending my dreams
Pelting daggers of rain and ice
Send me running back into the darkness
I thought I had finally left behind
I’ve followed the crumbs you’ve left me
Hoping it would lead me into the light
Were you laughing when the black wings
Stole my understanding away
This is a vicious game you play
Leading me nowhere at all
Sometimes I see you screened by the trees
Camping alone as always
Huddled by your fire’s meager light
I call your name
You hear only wind and rain
I cry
You hear nothing at all
I do not understand this fierce pain
Lancing through me
Could we not share our light
Our warmth to ward off this chill dead feeling
I will find a way to you hiding within these woods
While every thorn bars my passage and pierces me through
When I do reach you
Will I be a horror to your eyes
A wraith emerging from the depths of hell
Skin torn & bleeding
Eyes hollow & empty of life
Heart trailing in the dust behind
Will you brave this walking nightmare and set me free of the spell
Will you share your fire
Your bread
Your life
Will you take my hand
And walk with me
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